Wednesday, August 21, 2013

two sundays in a row

Got to church again this past weekend. stayed the whole time. more people came up to say hello. it was nice and awkward all at the same time. some people wanted to drop by and visit. I'm not really a social character. when its time to visit, i will visit. If you're my close friend, we can sit and talk for hours. if i barely know you, its best to just say hello when we see each other at a social event and then go our seperate ways. some of these people dont understand that. i guess I'll keep dodging while i can.
there were some good lessons. there were times i wanted to say something but decided against it since i havent been there for a while. just didnt seem like i was worthy to voice an opinion yet. I did get a chance to play piano for a song. playing the piano makes me happy, even if im not an expert.
all in all, it went all right. a part of me doesn't want to be there, but the rest of me is trying to get used to all of this again. johnny cash went. i should go too.

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